Writing. As soon as I say it, it seems like it should be the easiest
thing in the world to do. I have thoughts all the time that would be
brilliant written down. In my mind, I'm an expert on multiple subjects,
but once I sit down to write, I'm intimidated... by what, I'm not
sure. Readers? More thoughts?
So, here I am, writing.
Several years ago I had a blog and it was fun to write and my family
enjoyed reading it. Now, I have two kids (what?!?), a career, a house,
and more things to tend to than my two hands can handle. Of course I
don't have time to write! But, this is the year to make time and
organize all these swirling, growing, fantastically scattered thoughts.
Here is a snapshot of my day today:
Colin (8
weeks yesterday) slept til 5 a.m! After having a small party by
himself, he went back to sleep until about 8 when I woke him up to keep
him somewhat on schedule for the day. We did our morning routine after
that and got ready for our moms group at church and play time for
Madeleine. We were at the church until lunch time, then came home to
eat and take naps. The ladies in our group prayed that the kids would
sleep at the same time and sure enough, today they did. I did a few
calendar things and phone things and just kind of rested. Everyone woke
up and ate then we went to Madeleine's dance class. That will be a
post in and of itself; it's so bizarre, that place. Then it was home
for Colin to eat yet again, and get dinner together. It was a very
quick day. The days go by so much faster with two. Like, so much
faster.
Today at our moms group, we talked about our
word for the year. Rather than five or 15 resolutions for the year,
what is a word that I can begin 2014? I really don't know yet. I don't
want it to be something I just make up, but something that the Lord
gives me. I told them today, I feel like 2014 is really fresh; I am
done with school, I'm not pregnant. We are settled. Nothing is baking
or stewing or waiting to finish or happen. I feel at peace. Sure there
are things that I want to grow and change, but it's a different sense
this year. I already have a stack of books I am really hungry for; I
think about what I can write about all the time. And rather than
thinking in terms of Facebook posts or Tweets, I really want to develop
those short thoughts into paragraphs.
I go back to
work tomorrow after being gone for 8 weeks, adding to our family, and
starting a new year. I feel like this is the week our new normal
begins... Madeleine declared today that she was "going to be good
today" and she actually was. So I like to think of that as foreshadowing for the week of our new normal... it's going to be good.
